Keep moving forward
Monday, May 31, 2010
I tell you life have been real great. Though there have been so many things happening in life, but life is still dam great. Who can say life sux when so many good things happen in spite of bad things. The only reason why people say life sux is because they overlook things. They miss out what is good in life. Be thankful for whatever goodness in your life. Once you do that, you will not miss out the goodness in your life.
I know I have not been blogging for a while now. Bet some people are starting to complain or start to get bored that this blog is only updated once in a while but do understand that I not so free to everyday spend time blogging. Though I love writing but doesn't means I have to blog daily. Could spend that time catching up on my school work so why not just study rather then waste it on blogging.
Anyway just wanna say other then AC 2010 is fantastic I have more stuff to say but I shall leave it to other days :D
Friday, May 21, 2010
Learning C++, HTML, CSS... Really... Really tough time I have with programming. But once you learn it, it will be super fun. Well 'super' is not good enough. I think I should say it will be uber fun... But for now I am struggling still but gonna buy reference book for C++ by this week. For HTML and CSS, I starting to get a grasp of it.
Photoshop is really tough to grasp still need some practising and I believe when I am done with practicising, experimenting and learning... I will be able to do great images. I plan to develop game as soon as possible. I dun know why but got this, "I want to develop a game soon so badly!!!" attitude. Those who are still 'O' levels and reading this blog. Just a word of advice... If you say JC stress, poly slack, I would like to say some words that will make you say the big picture. JC got it's own kind of stress and poly also got thier own kind of stress. Dun think poly you can just play all the way. Thats not how you can make it through poly with a good GPA to get to university. Also please study for your 'O' level dun like me slack until last one month. But dun stress yourself so hard until you want to cry also.
To those in poly who are reading these post... I have been hearing lots of complain bout stress... I just want to say guys!!! Endure through the pain for term break is coming. Jia You!!!!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Now I think I have to thank him for the service when Dr Robin minister to me. I have to say, he did it just at the time I needed. Although, my pain was minister by jacob, I was still not free of it. But I want to thank jacob for ministering to my pain. If God had not brought him in my life, I would have been crying at home all alone for long hours. It is amazing as God manage to free me from that pain that has send me on the quest for love. I was freed from it. God really does answer prayer. He send me someone to free me from the pain. He pave my future in such a way he really remove the pain in my lfie step by step.
It is said in the bible in Matthew 7:7,
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
This verse is really as it said. Ask and it shall be given to you. Seek for it and you will find the door to it. Knock on the door and the door be open for you. Even if yours prayers were not answered, dun think he neglected you or no longer treat you as his child. It is because, God has his own timetable just like you and I do. He has seen the future and thus he knows that his timetable will definitely be the best for you. For which father would give his own children fish bone when ask for a fish.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I think people cannot change overnight. For most of the people I have seen, never seen one that change overnight but have seen one that change overtime. In changing, there is a process to go through in life. But going through changes = transition. So before a people can change, he/she has to go through a transition stage which most people could not even complete and they just give up. Thus, even when the person says he/she is going to change, he/she may not change at all for they do not have to will to carry on walking while in the transition stage.
So during the transition stage there will come a point where you have to make a decision, there will be a wall blocking that exit out of transition to finally change. But whether you are willing to break down that wall slowly or just walk away from that wall, it is your decision. But sometimes halfway through, you may already give up and say, "this is impossible." But it is said in the Bible, "I Can Do All Things Through Christ Who Strengthens Me"
Philippians 4:13
But if you perservere and be patient, when you reach the end, you will surely change. Patience is such a powerful thing. If you can be patient till the end, you will be rewarded.
Monday, May 10, 2010
I have been getting more and more worries in my life... Not like I want to purposely worry bout something bout you know there have been more and more bad things happening in my life... Well, as long as I am living on Earth bad things can happen anytime.
I will put my trust in him to help with those worries I have. He has taught me not to worry too much in life and that I should trust him with my worries so I guess I am doing that now. Why worry when according to some report 96% of the things that we worry about in life are things we cannot do anything about while the remaining 4% are things which we can do something about. So for those worries where we can solve it, just face it and stop running away but for the 96%, if you keep worrying about them, it is almost endless. Therefore I trust him with my worries. My advice to you is, stop worrying!!! It will make life a lot more comfortable.
How can I prove to you that worry is not something we should practice? It is written in the bible Matthew 6:25-34.25."Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[a]?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
This tells us that we should not worry in our daily life but trust in him for our worries and whatever we need.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Somethings have been bothering me these few days but I didn't really bother about them since it was not much of a problem. I want to take this chance to thank God for what he put into my life. He gave me many tasks to handle at one go. In the past, I never think of time management as something that important but now with the amount of task he give to me, I finally see the importance of time management. So I really want to thank him.
He brought people in my life, and they showed me to my weaknesses and also which one I should start working on first since it is getting worst. I manage to become more decision than b4 and I believe this is a good thing.
Yesterday was Jacob's birthday and I really hope he had enjoyed his time :)for it is a really well planned birthday though some stuff did not come out well but still will be an enjoyable birthday.
I miss going back to malaysia... And also the foods in malaysia for they are so...Yummy!!!!
Alright time to get serious. When you say you will do it, you have to do it. For it is said in the bible.
Matthew 5:37
Simply let your 'yes' be 'yes', and your 'No,' 'no';anything beyond this comes from the eveil one.
Thus, I believe another of the meaning other no swearing in this verse is actually when you say yes to it. You have to finish it. So do not say yes and last minute say no. It spoils the planning of others so please spare a thought for them.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I love my class DET 1003 :)
They are a bunch of really great people , in comparison to other class in my course I cannot imagine not being the class I am in now. Class in poly really makes a difference when you are in a poly. A good class where you will enjoy being in can actually boost your morale. However there is also another group of people in my life that I really enjoy being with. They are E412 :) I can never forget about them for they play an important role in really moulding my life into a whole new change.
People in your everyday life play an important role in your life. They can change who you are... Your personality also will change according to the people around you. But ultimately you will not change unless you make a decision to change. So beware of changing for the worst. Anyway to those who read my blog... Hope you enjoy and not get angry with me stating all these kind of stuff.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Life have been busy for me, staring at my computer for almost 24 hours a day and hopefully my degree will drop or remain constant rather than increase... Very worried for my eyes... But oh well... That is what I have to do in the course I am in anyway, theres no running away from it. If there are anyone who says I am having such a good life since I am able to stare at the computer so many hours a day, I suggest you think again... The homework I am given is really tough so that means it can really get you frustrated.
Anyway, I am so glad that I enjoy programming... If not I would have decided to change course by now... Anyway what I have to say is... Please enjoy life to your fullest even as you study... Course that may be tough,that maybe time consuming, doesn't means you become some no life person...
Sunday, May 2, 2010
I am so tired right now almost falling asleep and I still want to finish my assignments... Some people may say I am just stressing myself out... Some people may just say go and get some rest... But I dun know why but there is this urge to finish up my assignments...
But anyway in life we make our choices... Dun care what others say about say just do what is right... Even if you are really scare of getting under fire from critics, do not go against your principle. Would you rather go against your principles? But however having said this sometimes it is also good to go against your principle if you know that it a good thing to go against it.
Today I want to pose a few questions to you. It sounds simple but it is really tough to answer it.
Well, all you need to do is simply ask yourself. Have I found what I want to do in life? Am I very sure that I will like doing it? Will I get bored of it?
If you say yes to the first 2 question and no to the last question... Then I suggest your start visualizing yourself doing it if you haven't start visualizing it. You nvr know whether you really like it until you see yourself doing it...
Haiz... Enough of question. Basically today was a great day, I know it was. In fact great is not enough to explain it all. Did project in the afternoon but I ended up coloring only 2 of the penguin's hands but nvm... I will be settling the painting. For service today, it has a really great atmosphere today, really wish that atmosphere would be the same every week but well that is kind of demanding. :)
Anyway fellowship today is good and it feels like the cell group unity is slowly growing back... But Rick... Why you miss the service today? Was such a wonderful service and in fact I wanted to have a talk with you... Oh well life is unpredictable so I will just let it flow.
One important thing in life you must know... Keep moving forward, no matter what really happen in your life, just keep moving forward and never stop to look back... What past is past, the moment you look back, you risk yourself falling into a trap set by yourself.
