Keep moving forward
Saturday, August 25, 2012
It has been pass 1 year and 2months since the day I chose to let go of someone so precious that I value above God. When I look back... Thats a long way... People might tell me it is only 1 year and 2months... But I will tell you it is so long. =) For the first time in my life, a year can seems so long. People might tell me thats because I am not happy throughout... But to be honest, so many things have happen, good and bad. Many things are starting to change in my life. It is probably long because it took 1 year for me to completely let go of this. But hey, I move on and life has been a lot of interesting ever since. To think that 6 months after I let go of his I started to feel regret in that decision but hey I am human I'm not God.
Now, no regret at all. =) If I were to tell this to others, they may tell me, "Are you crazy?" But my answer will be just a simple "no". I am not crazy because I know what I am doing. This God I know is so real, more real than those people think. If you can simply just feel peace, joy, love, mercy, meekness, healing, deliverance, renewal and many more things, all in just one presence, and that is God's presence. Would you give that up?
Would you give up an exciting life that God can give to you? Sure this exciting life can bring you to a super down periods of your life, but those are the time you really feel most close to God, you can sometimes feel Him right beside you comforting you, bringing you the peace and joy that you need and the next thing you know, you suddenly feel you will definitely succeed. Even when you hit your dead-end, God can turn it into your turning point. Isn't that exciting? How many people when they hit their dead end in their life end up losing hope and then ending their right there? But this God re-ignites hope and if need to, brings new hope that is even more hopeful than the old one you had. The grace of God is truly sufficient. =)
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
I feel so bless by God. :) Recently I had my first vocal lesson with Calvin Teng and woah tho I still haven't improve much but man... I am gonna keep going and not stop =D learn a lot more of guitar now. XD Even when I hit the dead-end in my studies, I knew all I needed to do is stop what I am doing and seek God. I knew He is the way the truth and the light. I knew that in Him... That dead-end in my life, can become the turning point of my life :) I believe and trust in Him all the days of my life. =D