Keep moving forward
Friday, October 4, 2013
Well I have been posting for more than a year now and to be honest, a lot has happen over this past one year plus. :) Well I have been playing guitar for my cell group for a year now :) have seen myself improve slowly over time for my guitar. Also have started going for serious vocal lessons in January and it has been amazing :) I really am enjoying the experience of vocal lesson and improving on my vocal. :D There is so much about vocal that I learn about and it has been a really fun and interesting one :) I am really looking forward to improving in my vocal and guitar much futher. I have not just been working on my vocal and guitar for this past 1 year plus, I had started working part time. :) While my monthly allowance from my parents allows me to pay for my transport and vocal lessons, I really wanted to earn more extra cash to be able to pay for my meals and also to bless those around me and if I still have extra, to save for guitar lessons. :) although I may not have been in my best in my walk with God. But I have been growing closer to Him slowly. :) Though I know there is much more I could have done in 2013... But I guess I can't just keep my eyes on my the past but rather look to the future. :)
Yesterday had been a really awesome day XD Had so much fun at work though it was pretty tiring XD I had some mistake at work and my colleagues and I had a really good laugh about it XD I really pray I will be able to juggle around with the different aspects in my life when my school starts again. Family, friends, church, God, guitar, vocal, studies, work. There are a total of 7 days and I have to balance my life with 8 items. :o Well time to learn I guess. XD Yesterday also had some really disappointing things happen, a friend of mine showed me certain things that even I myself didn't know, nope it wasn't about me but it was about something that I really treasured. I felt sad and disappointed to the point I felt betrayed... But hey no one betrayed me. XD Yet deep within me I felt anger, anger that this very thing that my friend have shown me isn't gonna help... What I really want now is God's perspective in this, people can show me their perspective, I can have mine but I want mine to be in line with His. :)
I also learn about something that I shouldn't have learn about. I understand what happen... Yet I felt disappointed... Why won't you meet me? Do you feel embarrass about it? I just wanna have supper with you just like old days bro... I really do and I really miss this brother of mine... I don't mind if you don't wanna talk about it really... Just supper... I just wanted to spend time with my close friend, someone I call brother.
Anyway I guess I will just keep asking and believing that one day we will again have supper together just like old days. :) I still want to thank God that He is in control that I can trust in Him. I want to thank Him for being there for me at any point in my life. That he never gave up on me. :)
