Keep moving forward
Monday, August 29, 2011
I want to bring positivity back into my life... Recently... I keep having negative thoughts about myself... Thus lowering my self-esteem... This isn't good but there is no turning back... This can only means, lets look forward and not at our rear-view mirror when I am driving my life... Let my past not plague me. :) I realized though I always put God as my first priority in my life, but I was slowly drifting away from him for the past half a year... But all that is going to change... I will not drift away any further.
It is said in Matthew 15:25-27(NIV)
25 : The woman came and knelt before him. "Lord, help me!" she said.
26 : He replied, "It is not right to take the children's bread and toss it to their dogs."
27 : "Yes, Lord," she said, "but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters' table."
Lord even though I may have drift away further from you. But I will want to come back to you and serve you for after 2 years I finally realized that it is you who brightens up my life. For the past 2 years I have not been living the way I should be, ended up my life kind of darkens but each time you came back into my life, it just brightens up my life. I will never leave you!!! Not even death shall seperate us Lord!!! I love you and thank you for what you did for me =D though my mind is in a huge confusion right now but I still feel the peace in me and I know it is from you.
Praise the Lord, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.(Psalm 103:1)
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Coding been crazy... Been killing me... Always giving me stupid errors... I really do not know why... I realized back when I am in year 1 I should have work harder on building my coding foundation... I wish I could turn the time back... Yet I do not wish to turn the time back... I have someone in mind that I like... Of course God will still be my first priority but I have done so much to chase after her... I didn't even I know I would... I have never met anyone whom I actually chase after to get the person this much. Oh well... I can say I am going crazy... I know God is irreplaceable in my heart... He will always be number 1. No matter how I show it, be it weakly or negligent... All I can say is, he is my number 1. :D