Keep moving forward
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Life have been going awesome for me though my life keeps going up and then down. My Father in Heaven really watch over me :D
Now I think back on what happen in the past... I have encountered few near death situation but God alerted me and so here I am right now forever his :)
Nothing can take me away from Him :D for he is there watching over me. Death has no say in my relationship with Him.
For so many years, I was crying over the biggest pain and my biggest loss in my life :O
But now I am finally delivered from that pain. The pain can still be felt but at least I know I have someone who can protect me like that someone whom I had lost :)
So here I am to share my testimony about this awesome thing that God have done for me.
I had a grandfather that I love so much... But I never knew I did... Not until 10 mins before his death:(
During school holiday, every single weekday when my parents are busy and unable to get me breakfast, my grandfather would and guess what... He is already 90+ years old yet he bother to walk down to that coffee shop 15 mins walk from my house to buy my favorite noodle back home for me to eat.
When my father wants to cane me, he will let my father cane me 3 times and if my father tries the 4th time, my grandfather will walk over and stop him and scold my father... In fact if he knows that the reason my father wants to cane me is unreasonable, he will not even let my father cane me. He love me like his son...
If I refuse to eat my breakfast, he will do whatever he can to make me eat. Even so I shouted at him... Never did I see the love behind it from my grandfather...
When I was primary 1 till was primary 3, I took school bus to school and back home... Whenever I run too far from my grandfather while he is fetching me back home, he would pull me back to him and... Scold me... Then I will scold him back and when my friend heard that... He told me to treasure my grandfather... I never bothered about it and never understand it... Not until when I was sec 2 on one of the day on september just right after my last paper for term 3 common test... I went home hoping to play computer games but after I on my computer... The moment I did that... My mother called me to go to the hospital with her to see my grandfather... Due to my exams I was kept in the dark about his condition... I went there... Didn't want to shed any tears and all I had is to touch him one last time b4 he died... Only got 10 mins to see him...
Thats all... The one who was like a father to me... Died in front of me... On a day I thought was one my happier day of the year... I cry for few days and nights and finally stop crying... I thought the pain is gone... But when I think of him... I cannot stop crying...
I want to thank God that he brought me into my family and so had such an awesome grandfather.
I want to thank God that at least I had that 10mins.
I want to thank God that at least he is there to comfort me when I need it.
I want to thank God that he came into my life to be a Father to me and yes I love you Jesus!!!! Thank you for dying for me!!! For all my sins!!!! I shall live to bring glory to your Name!!!
So right now, one of my item on my to-do-list is...
Getting over this hurt in life :) I hope it will be soon.
